one day i will get back to me

Photo from:  The Circus Book: 1870-1950 molding clayhands spread deep in paint publishing thoughts on canvasthe words seeping from my pursed lips, fingertipsthe scent of autumn in louisiana, summer in spainooh la la, she saysone day i will get back to me… standing tallman’s white button-down, hugging bell-bottomship bones at attention, dancing in moccasins bedhead…

Remembering…

Looking through fashion magazines dreaming of becoming a model/designer.Learning which fork/spoon was for what dish and not to tap my silverware on my plate or against my teeth.Dreaming of becoming a flight attendant and discovering the world.Looking through culinary magazines and “fancy” restaurant menus with Mom and pretending to choose our desired menu for the…

THE AWAKENING – Author Unknown

A time comes in your life when you finally get it. . . when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out–ENOUGH!  Enough of the fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child…